So, this is what I looked like back when I was still in my freshman year. I’m not as innocent as it looks like, yet I’m as naive and fragile as a fairytale princess. Well, that was way back. And now, THIS IS MY LAST WEEK IN COLLEGE! I dunno if I’m gonna be so damn happy about nailing school goodbye, but I still have this melancholic feeling that holds me back… That is leaving Ateneo, friends and my boarding-school life behind. Ohhh, I wanna write all of my mixed feelings here… However, bloggers shouldn’t make their posts that long. Right? Well, I just feel so mixed up.
Have you ever had a big fight with your mom and dad, that you wanna spit on their face? Oh, I’m sorry if it’s too immoral but hell yeah, that’s what I’m feeling today. It’s like I wanna open the gates of my demons. I’m sick and tired from all their accusations and nags. Doing our house chores are never that difficult as long as they’ll shut their mouth and be patient about it if its not done yet. Urrghh! I’m sorry if this is such a typical situation and melodramatic, but still, this really affects my whole day through.
I have been suffering from UTI on and off for the past 6 years. It’s my 4th time now, I think and it really bothers me a lot. The constant need to go to the bathroom and pee, yet you feel so disappointed because little fluid will come out. I had done a little research about it. They suggest to take 2L of water and 2 tablets of Tylenol and bam! The pain will be eliminated. But I still think I should go to the doctor today. I’m tired of taking antibiotics… shoot. Imma screwed?
Last night, we had a fight. I talked, he shouted… until he got to the point of saying that he stopped going to school because he was sent in a rehab. He confessed that he already killed 9 people. And there I was, sitting on a bench beside him as he confessed… tears rollin’, eyes swollen, heart’s poundin’… Oh God, how could I hooked up with this guy?
Now our thesis is done, school’s finally ending. I’m happy about it, but a bit sad too b’cuz my friends and I will soon part ways :):
And this is me with my so demure smile. Anyway, don’t be fooled with that angelic face. Mehehehe! My friend took this picture after our final thesis defense. I can smell the scent of success this coming March. Hello world! A new born New Yorker by heart will soon be battling with the business world.
It’s not easy being a graduating student. This is what Feasibility Study (Thesis) do unto you from evening ‘til dawn. I think my eye-bugs weight around 50lbs now. Nah! kidding. Anyway.. This is it!
Cheers for the freakin’ year 2011… We are at Eden, Davao City, celebrating and greeting 2012 in bliss.
This year will be such a BIG leap in my life. Atleast, I expect it to be.
- Graduation day- so finally after more than a decade of going to school, I’ll be wearing that black toga and toss that black hat midair as high as possible.
- Hunger Games in cinemas- I’ll be watching that movie again and again and again and again and again…
- Deciding whether to take up Masters or go to Law School or just be a tambay and fatten up my belly. Urgghh!
- Get a job- honestly, i can’t take this seriously. Two words—- nineteen! I’m still nine teen! :))
So as you can see, the last two bullets are currently unstable and undecided. I just hope this will be a good and prosperous year. HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you!